he's the cutest thing in the entire world.
but i don't know if i can do it, i don't want to screw it up.
it seems worth it in my mind, and i think he thinks so too.
but im not to sure if he's ready to make it known. gahhhh

Scenario:

My little brother walks inside.
"Mom Nathen threw a rock at me!" NAthan is a kid whos been harrasing my brother for like 2 years!!
I walk outside find this kid throwing more rocks!
I walk up to him " hey kid you threw a rock at my brother?!?"
Hi responce " ha ya! "
"What the HELL KID WHY!?"
"Cause i did!"
"Where are your parents?"
"at home.."
"Listen you ass you throw rocks at my brother again, il kick you!!"
" Haha ok you dumb Emo Kid!!"
*I die of laughter*
Ive never wanted to hit a kid in my life, like actually.
His parents are bug fuck ups!
His mom is slut, his dads a drunk!
I feel kinda bad for the kid!
BUT HE CALLED ME A FUCKING EMO KID!!
Yes he swore!!
Ive had my day been made my a 12 year old kid!
I will kick that kid! Someday kick him!
Or yell at his fucking deadbeat parents!
Fucking kid!
Teach you to throw a rock a my brother!
Like actually I walked in and had to tell my mom and brother we all just laughed at what he called me, if I see his parents fuck im yelling at them!
Not a first though, il talk then fucking get angry!!

I know that the Taste of Chaos Show was like a week ago but i just got my computer back. But oh man the was the best show ive ever been too. We started off by standing in the enormous line. It smelt like really bad weed and cigerettes. Man i swear to god ive never smelt so much weed in my life. SO we finally got in and we went around to the merch tables and i got a My CHemical Romance shirt for $20. After that i went to The Used table and tried to get shirt there and it was so packed. I saw Aleks getting hit on by some guy with extremely large nostrals. Go Aleks. She gets all the babes. Any way i left the crowded merch table and i went to stand by the phones. So the show started and the bands were good but i didnt really listen to them. We were in the mosh for this one band and the lead singer is like " Do me a favor you guys standing next to a 16 year old girl....punch her in the tit!" I grab my breasteses and hide. Finally they ended and the My Chemical Romance came on after they started to play Im Not Ok, me and Bex and Aleks started to get crushed. We got seperated except for me and Bex who both got pulled out. But we went seperate ways. WHile we werent togeather i ventured back to The Used table and got a shirt. Aleks got pulled out a short time after. So Aleks and Bex met up but i wasnt there so Aleks came to look for me, she took her time though. She didnt want to miss MCR. I dont blame her. Oh man thanks to Aleks i have some sick obsession with Gerard and Frank. Thanks!! Any way so i was standing there waiting to find someone and all i hear from Gerard is "Do u want to suck me?" I was like WOW talking about getting right to the point. So finally i saw Aleks and we went to Bex. We waited and the The Used came on. Man i was never so happy in my life. AWW I love The Used. So i was singing and jumping. They sang Take it Away, Taste of Ink, Blue and Yellow, Im a Fake, On My Own, I Caught Fire, and im not sure if they sang another. But wow was I in Heaven. Then they seemed like they were done but they came back out on stage with MCR and they did of remake of "Under Presure" by Queen and David Bowie. I was extremely Happy. Any way after that we got some sink water took some pictures of ourselves in the place and went home. Oh we also go Tim Hortons Bagels. WOw i had fun and thats it Bye Bye.

Ok so a couple of days ago I went to the Alexisonfire concert. They kicked ass and more. There was also this band called Attack in Black that was dandy too. There were alot of very eye catching emo guys in the....joint. Yes so the highlight of the day was when the crowd attacked the lead singer of this not so enjoyable band. I was like omg the poor guy is gonna die. But he was ok soo. At the end of the night I was happy and content with the evening i had had. I went home and sat with my mom and told her everything. SHe was like thats good. But I was really mad because AOF didnt have any merchandise with them . I also wanted to get a CD from Attack in Black. They didnt have any merchandise either. S ya i had fun and will never forget my evening. But im gonna go cause its late and i got to get up early for school. Im so scared I failed my exams. I am actually losing sleep over it. I gat all worried and the I stay awake for like 20 minutes thinking about it. Then i go to sleep, wake up and worry more in the morning. But no matter how much my parents tell me il be ok I still worry myself. YA im gonna go to bed now.

Goodnight! "muah"

So ppl i am very excited to say that this weeked me, Aleks, Becca and others are going to a alexisonfire concert. My second time seeing them , i saw them at warped tour. They rocked. Im very excited although i know there songs its very hard to understand the words, you have to really listen. I was listening to 44 Caliber Love Letter. Thats a really good song. Also me, Becca, and Aleks are going to The Taste of Chaos tour, Were seeing My Chemical Romance(yay go Frank) and The Used(go Bert) and some other bands ive never heard of before. But thats ok. I enjoy myself. SO right now im trying my hardest to study for math but math is soooooooooooooooo boring! MY GOD MATH BITES!! " Math is a doing subject not viewing subject", my math teacher always says that. God i hate that saying. I also have a History exam tomorrow. I dislike history. I like english better. oh well il have to study really hard. i woke up at 12:30 and started right away to study for math. 12:30!!!!!!! how sad am i. oh well. So yesterday i went down stairs and i went to get a drink. As i was doing that i decided to go visit my sister upstairs, she was watching a movie. The hall was dark and i thought the door was open for the attic, i was wrong i walked right into the door and spilt my drink all over myself and the floor. I was laughing so hard. So was my mom. Although i ended up wearing more pop then the floor. So thats it from me im gonna go and study now il tty ppl later.

Bye Bye "Muah"!